Hello heartbreak.Finally got a taste of you-- for the first time and hopefully the last.Im not usually keen of divulging trapped and bursting emotions into a blog since a long time ago but ranting it out in a piece of page with mute reactions is what i most probabaly need right now.I cant help but question and ask if this is close to being called Karma or just a process every relationship go through one way or another..Ive been a heartbreaker --but with the best of intentions in a while.I dont play around..much more toy with other feelings.Im NO Goddess of Mount Olympus but ive had have few admirers in all fairness.Its inevitable for a single girl like me who isnt grossly disfigured if i may say.I've been very careful in saying No to them which will in turn hurt them anyway.But now the fate has turned and im being hurt by the one and only person i have given my precious time and wasted emotions with .and happens to be the same person who have hurt me this way.Ive never imagine having to go thru this pure rancor and jealousy and agony till now..I'd like to tap myself and say : "You should have know better!!" but ive been happy for the past few years that i was oblivious that this might happen one day come..They say that never regret things that has once made you happy and im not..
At the end, You have to have hope that love in all it’s many forms will reveal itself to you when the time is right..I refuse to be define by this..Let’s move on from here. :)
Hello heartbreak.Finally got a taste of you-- for the first time and hopefully the last.Im not usually keen of divulging trapped and bursting emotions into a blog since a long time ago but ranting it out in a piece of page with mute reactions is what i most probabaly need right now.I cant help but question and ask if this is close to being called Karma or just a process every relationship go through one way or another..Ive been a heartbreaker --but with the best of intentions in a while.I dont play around..much more toy with other feelings.Im NO Goddess of Mount Olympus but ive had have few admirers in all fairness.Its inevitable for a single girl like me who isnt grossly disfigured if i may say.I've been very careful in saying No to them which will in turn hurt them anyway.But now the fate has turned and im being hurt by the one and only person i have given my precious time and wasted emotions with .and happens to be the same person who have hurt me this way.Ive never imagine having to go thru this pure rancor and jealousy and agony till now..I'd like to tap myself and say : "You should have know better!!" but ive been happy for the past few years that i was oblivious that this might happen one day come..They say that never regret things that has once made you happy and im not..
